
Heyhihello, it's 11:42pm right now. I'm so bored. Playing those lame games, hahahaha. Life sucks yo, i don't know what im thinking right now. It's like, feelings all messed up. Sigh. Brainwash, i really need that. December ain't any better. It's still practically the same. Ah! Really, i really so fucked up right now! Things don't go the way i wanted, everytime like that. Tsk, seriously -.-
Cousin, crystal, stayed overnight last night. I should say, it's really more fun than the past stayover. Haha! But, that is the day, mixed feelings passed. I can't get into sleep, i just keep on thinking, and imagining all those craps that i know i shouldn't think. But i can't control you see..
I've learnt not to bother, not to care. Wait, i mean, i'm trying to learnt. One day, JUST THAT ONE DAY, i'm definitely forgetting you. I'm so silly, seriously. Hopeless, and i still keep on waiting and waiting. Got hurt and hurt even deeper. Wow, you are someone real great yo. I'm going to let you see, without you, I CAN SURVIVE. Okay can, i think it's time to stop. So yeah, goodnight humans. I hope i can get rid of my insomnia ^^