BrokenLove

2012-02-05T19:24:00.003+08:00

Opps! I just realised my blog is so dead. Haha! Okay, its the time to update before all my readers ran off! Hahaha. (: Let's start!

Life now is kind of busy. I'm always occupied with school stuffs. And always home late, feel so tired to even complete my homework and stuff like that. So don't even ask if i have a time to blog, cause definitely is a NO. I'm enjoying my weekends, cause i've learn to appreciate the two days of a mini holiday. Self declared holiday i guess ^^.

Yesterday went to cineleisure to do some shopping with beloved. Eileen, janissa & tammy. I enjoyed every single moment with them. First i went to compass point to meet eileen and tammy. But tammy is late :O So we waited and wait till like 12pm then she reached. She was not feeling well at first but i keep on saying those craps and she started laughing and felt better.

Guess what happen next? Im so called not feeling well cause of my cramps. Zzzzz. Plus i didnt ate anything for breakfast, so yeah. Train down to AMK to meet janissa and went to the macdonald to fill up our tummy (: Saw that gay at AWWA that day. ZOMG, i swear, thats the worst part of that day -_- Me happily sitting down enjoying my MacSpicy but he over there walking pass me squeezing his buttock continously. Pollute my precious eyes!

After eating, train to sumerset. Walk to cineleisure. Went to the shop that i wanted to do something there, AND HELL FUCK IT IS CLOSE -_- So we went to shop around then after that went to look at posters then go arcade for neoprints ^^. HAHAHA, so fun la dey! Went down the escalator and found the shop is open! OMGOSH, i really jump for joy ah sial! Ordered already then train to hougang to meet my smexy pig <3 Took bus to plaza and met daddy and mummy for dinner before going home. Nua the entire time xD

Today me goodgirl. Took a nap first before doing my homework. I spent hours drawing and i ruin it due to my colouring. GAVE UP. I'm going to redraw later after i completed my subject homework. THAT SMEXY ASSHOLE IS ENJOYING OUTSIDE BUT ME IN THE HOUSE DOING HOMEWORK ): He is not replying whatsapp, i guess he is busy ): Ah, i freaking miss him sia seriously. T.T

2012-01-22T03:01:00.003+08:00

Hey yo! Happy new year eve people! (: It's 3.03 now, and i still cant sleep! My boyfriend is being a pig right now, omgosh. Hahaha! No choice, he woke at around 7am in the morning. And because of reunion dinner, he have to wake 10am tomorrow. How sad!

Lalala, we are not naughty is real funny yo. Watch it today, laugh die me at the last part. OMGOSH. Hahahaha! 180112, 0707am became my big day! :D I love that date and time so so so much! Wondering whats that? For me to know, for you to find out! WAHAHAHAHA, LOL.

Tomorrow reunion dinner @ 8pm. Plaza singapura restaurant. I still cant decide what to wear. Fail much. Omgosh. Gaining thousands of weight ready, fattygirl98 now ):

2012-01-08T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hi readers, i love my boyfriend! <3 Hahahah! But dont get it wrong, i ain't attached yet (: Life is fun and awesome spending 1 to 2 hours of phone chat with you. Worth the time so much. How i wish that will be my daily routine! ^^

Last night phone call with my boyfriend and we broke one new record! HAHAHA. Congratulations to both of us, LOL. Okay, kind of lame. He made my waiting for sister to be back home time so enjoyable. Hahaha, penis :p LALALALA. I know you know ^^ . Slept at nearly 5am last night and i was so tired but i managed to wake up at like 11plus.

Today we broke another record of 2hour and 27min if i didnt remember wrongly. So fun. After that nua and bathe and prepared to find cindy for textbook. Chat with him on my way to blue court and made cindy guess who was my boyfriend, LIKA JOKE ONLY PLEASE. Winkwink, studying now so yeah, bye! (:

2012-01-08T00:02:00.002+08:00

I dont want to dream of waking up by your side, i want it to be in reality. That will be too good to be true man, haha! Cause it is like a sweet only. 11:11 wish is this ready :p

Thinking so much things that will never happen every night. But really, how i wish it will turn true man. :X Im a daydream girl yo! Tonight i will continue this routine ^^v. Yesterday night was a friday! So happy, haha. This few days so tired man, omg. Slept so soundly, plus there is a awesome someone gave me such a sweet text <3

Less talk and that sucks to the core ok. ZZZZZZZ, okay, im fucking hell sensitive lately. And i dont even know why. LOL. It's raining now and my sissy havent come back and mommy is going mad. And i'm always the victim -___- End here, kbye.

2012-01-06T20:11:00.004+08:00

It's friday today and yeah, it is the last weekday for the school and i'm loving it. Cause more sleep you see. But things dont go right today, everything went upside down after school. Sigh, why is it like that? Torturing me?!

Why did you change so much? Can you tell me? I'm really curious but i dont have the guts to ask. Sometimes, i really want you to know i felt. Im simple, all i want is to remain like last year, buddies, is it really so hard? After one week, i realised that me and you distance so much and how much you have change to a person i dont used to know anymore..

I really miss the old you, when can you become back like last time? I have already given up, cause i know you have a crush on someone else plus me and you is a total hopeless. I dont need you to feel bad, or maybe you aint or whatever. Please, i dont want to continue in this kind of state for the whole year. It's really miserable. Shed so much tears and i still not feeling any better and that seriously sucks. I hope you understands how i feel.

Sometimes whenever i'm down, i really really hope that someone can come and console me, spend some effort to cheer me up and maybe a hug. But today, like no one. Just only Janissa and tammy heart to heart talk only. Hunk called too. But after the call, tears drip down again. Okay, i know. I seems like a crybaby, but i really cannot take it. It's too hard to accept the fact that a best buddy which i have one year, have changed so much after the two solid months of holiday..

God is really fooling me around. What a great month or maybe year huh. -'- Everything just became like that and i really got stuck. Fuck life, really. I hope me and you will be like buddies like last time again, and nothing else will happen. Please make it come through.......

2011-12-30T16:41:00.002+08:00

Hey sexays! I'm officially back yeah! (: Two days of dance training really kills me upside down you know. Omg, i wonder when will it be gone. Nia ma, pain die me. I can barely walk nor get up of bed. Zzzzz, later still need go for uncle's new born baby full month celebration. Ah, god bless me!

Many things happened lately, and this girl here is really lazy to post. Just wanna brainwash and look forward to another great day. My birthday is coming and im real glad! Hope daddy and mummy give me go out celebrate yeah. Alright end here, goodbye (:

2011-12-24T22:18:00.004+08:00

Merry christmas eve ♥

My love of the day, Naufal ♥

Happy 6th birthday andrena! ♥

Merry christmas eve babes and hunks! Today is a fruitful day yeah, i have so much fun la can! (: Woke up and have my lunch, rest awhile before heading to bathe. After bathing, doll up and out of house to meet my awesome girls, Janissa & suliska ♥ Suliska invited me and janissa to her house for her youngest sister, andrena 6th birthday party! Hehe, she is the cute girl at the top, (: . Pretty girl yeah!

Reached around 3.30pm, but i decided to wait for janissa who reached at 4.10pm. So went up and then party! Hahaha! Put our belongings and help ourself with the food prepared there then went outside staircase to eat. Then took chocolate fondue out to eat also. So nice! Hahaha. Went back in, they having games. While me, janissa and suliska watched. Later they have treasure hunt and then went downstairs with their cousins. After treasure hunt, we went outside to camwhore, ^^.

Suliska's dad called us in to cut cake. So we went in, and took pictures with the birthday girl. (: After that their parents prepare a fake cardboard guitar which inside consist of coins and money! Actually should be birthday hit it break with a stick, but she have no strength to hit it break. So all of their cousins and relatives get to hit it one by one. When the fake guitar broke, money and sweets broke open and everyone started banging on each other and grab whatever they can take. Ohmygod, they so high la! Hahaha! Then

Suliska carried baby naufal over, he so cute la! ^^. Carried him and take pictures with him. On top on top! ^^. After that, they have another activity which is each family got to design 6 different types of cupcakes. The nicest will receive a huge prize! Me, janissa and suliska was the judge. So nice and creative la them, hahaha (: . After that we took the cake and went in to suliska's room to eat. Chat here and there. Later her cousins, all came in and join us. LOL, got one guy which is his cousin come ask me for number, lika awkward. ><

7.30pm, went out of his house, going back. All her cousins, male ones was all shirtless outside! Hahahahaha! They see us coming out they faster run up the staircase. So cute la them, laugh die me! xD Went to take lrt to compassvale and went home. Sit sit, and remove my nail polish. After that camwhore like some mad girl with sister christmas hat, (: .

Currently using sissy's lappy to blog, ^^. She went for christmas party so i can use like hours and hours! Hahahah! Today really very fun la. Omg, love today to the max yo! Alright, shall stop crapping here cause it seems a long post! Lastly, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE ! ♥

2011-12-23T18:16:00.003+08:00

People change, but memories doesn't. I'm glad that there is memories, cause things like that will never happen ever again. But something bad bout memories is, hurtful memories forever stays no matter how much you want to get rid of it....

Terrible morning i have today. Woke up at 8am due to my stomach ache. Oh my gosh, it hurts like fuck man. Rolling on my bed here and there. Finally, the pain fade slowly and slowly till i can be able to get back to sleep. Alarm rang at 1.30pm, and i still felt so sleepy. Pull myself up to wash up and waiting for Terence arrival.

He came at around 2.30pm cause of the heavy rain. Helped him out with his CCA board for the school CCA fiesta (: So proud of myself la can, so pretty :p. Hahahaha! Time passes quite fast today. Very fast 5.30 reached and Terence went back home. Me switch on computer and started to whatsapp hunkie.

I don't know why, i having a feeling that i shouldn't be feeling this way. Something wrong must have happened to me. Sigh, fuck it, fuck life, fuck everything. Things just turn out like that and i really have nothing to say. Sad life i have here huh ):

2011-12-22T23:16:00.002+08:00

I'm acting cute la, ignore that picture. No picture ready >< HAHAHAHAHA. Today good girl here wake up at 8am to help mummy make tangyuan, ^^. But only 4hours sleep, so fucking sleepy la can!

Force myself stay awake till 2.30pm and i went to orhorh ^^. Fuck sissy upside down ah sial! Disturb me all the way! But in the end i still got to sleep. Woke up and realised i dreamt something weird xD . Got changed and off to tuition.

Fly there for tuition and then brought the two cutie pie to rivervale plaza to take away my dinner and then go home. Damn, i really feel like dying when i reach home. SO TIRED AH! Omg, not gonna born baby ready la. So tiring -__-

Offing com now, sayonara ^^

2011-12-21T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hello there, i'm ending 2011 single, what about you? (: A new year in 10 days time, starting from now. Kind of looking forward. ^^ Cause new year = my birthday! HAHAHHAA. I'm glad i'm born on 1st jan yo!

Today shop with aunt, cousin , sissy , mummy at compass point. Going to kiddy palace and metro to shop for kiddy clothes. Damn, those clothes are so cute la can! Makes me wanna give birth one! HAHAHAH. Choi, too young la. >< After that, went back home and then took a rest before heading for dinner and then tuition.

Walkwalkwalk to kopitiam neaar cousin house, then saw th two little cutie pie nearby. Brought them along to dinner and then off to their house for tuition. 9pm and it's time to go back (: Cab home and have my late dinner. 10plus then go to bath. My itchy hands went to pop my pimple, and it bleed! Damn pain la ): Applied pimple cream already, please please. NO SCAR ): End here ya. Nights <:

2011-12-20T23:09:00.004+08:00

Hi readers, i'm sorry for not posting this few days ya. Cause i didn't switch on my computer. Sticking with sissy like the past two days, helping her edit her pictures and stuffs like that. Today i'm finally back to update this dead blog. (:

Today is a fattening day! Me and sissy ran in to bath like less than 10min, we flew out of the toilet. Dont think wrong, we didnt bath together >< After that, went straight down to rivervale plaza to buy our bubbletea and then macdonald for cinammon melts and lastly the bakery shop for our chocolate waffles. Guess what? We actually spent $8.50 on our supper! Hahahaha!

Came home within minutes, daddy came back. AND HE BOUGHT DURIANS HOME. Ohmygosh, i really need to dance and dance and dance to burn off those fats, if not next year go back school nobody recognise me, woah. That will be my doomsday, HAHAHAHA. LOL.

Last night actually wanted to blog while sissy went to bath. But when i finish my whole post and sissy came back, the stupid internet don't let me post! AHHHHHHHHH ): So that post totally wasted! Gosh. Forget it. I list out a few important part here then (: Yesterday was N level result day. And of course, that ZIBI hunk is taking his result. He called me like around 3pm and told me. He did great, but he is still kind of disappointed. At least he did his best for this big exam, proud of him (: Another good news is he have another year in pei hwa. And that means I CAN BULLY HIM :b Shiok bodoh. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Saturday went to see movie with kor and jie and one of their friend. But before going to plaza singapura, we went with kor's brother too. Cause he watching movie as well, but just different movies. Went to rivervale plaza to buy our snacks and drinks then off to lrt and then mrt to plaza singapura. So long never been there, change so much and it's so beautiful with those decorations. Time is up and we went in for the movie, Mission Impossible. Gosh, thrilling and awesome show! After that, went to arcade and went to xin wang restaurant to have our dinner. But didnt eat anything cause i'm so full. Then they chit chat while i texting bobo! Laugh die me, he so funny that day, xD . Then we went to kor and jie's old workplace. They chat with their old colleagues and i staring at the other shops, wondering things. After that train home and played monopoly deal and orhorh time!

Sunday went to aaron's house! Great day yo! ^^. Went there played poker cards with fen, and eric kor. After that went in apple ahyi's room to play and camwhore! Awhile, apple ahyi asked fen go help her out with dinner ingredients. I went out to find aaron who is in the room near the kitchen. Like fuck, eric kor asked me help him clean the egg which is broken on the floor. No choice, i clean it. Then help apple ahyi with the dinner ingredient too. Beat eggs and cut stuff and more. When we're done, went in the apple ahyi's room and play like crazy. Ate dinner and played jubeats in ipad. So fun! At around 10, went down to buy stuff to eat. Aaron ride me with his bike, shiok yeah, i like the feeling of being ride, it's great! Hope there is still chance ya! Around 11pm, reached home, slack and then sleep time (:

Oppsy. Seems like i've been crapping alot here, shall stop now, bye ^_<

2011-12-15T21:41:00.003+08:00

This guy here came to my house today, camwhore like some siao kia, HAHAHA! He is addicted to camwhore ok, keep ask me take picture with him. So fun, whoolalala! Want see more go facebook see la hor. ^^

Using sissy lappy cause she is out! Use till so shoik can ^^ But im freaking hot now, switch on fan like no on, sweating like mad. Gosh, quickly finish this post and its time to bath! HAHAHAHAHA. Okay, i'm lame.

See the picture up there? It's one of the camwhore pictures. Okay, i look retarded up there, but obviously, i don't care. This is me, like it or not. So yeah, (: . Today mumm put curry, yummy! Ate it for lunch, dinner and of course, supper later ^^. So nice okay. Hope pimple don't pop out >< It's popping up recently and i'm going mad! So uglam now ): Anyone know any cure for it?

Alright, until here. Tak boleh tahan the heat ready. Goodbye! (:

2011-12-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

I can be good, but that doesn't mean you can take me for granted. I don't like those kind of feelings. No one likes it, and i know you don't like it too. So i hope you understand. I don't want to be someone who you need when you need me, like your entertainer. Sorry, i ain't. I'm your friend, i don't need and i don't think i deserve the way you treat me.

Today is definitely the fattening day ): Oh my god, i can't believe i eat so much fattening things today. Woke up, i ate porridge. Then night time, me and daddy went down to the vanding machine to buy snacks. Two packets of chilli tapioca, one packet of peanut and one packet of cheese rings. But i only ate one packet of chilli tapioca and one packet of cheese rings. But wait, CHEESE RINGS make of CHEESE and it DOUBLE or THRIPLE the FATTENING rate ):

Shit max, ): . I think i just need to dance and dance and dance to kill of those fats! 28 & 29 december is the best time. HOHOHOHO. Waiting for that day yo! ^^ . Last night was fun, chatting with crystal on the phone during like 1am. Then awhile more ask andrew join in to conference. Like a funny only. Hahaha! But some autistic ( zibi ) pig fly off so early cause he want go jalan kayu mummum roti prata >< Fuck him, cheyyy, fake :p Hope tonight can otp also!

I'm so bored i'm so bored i'm so bored! ): Ohyeah! Last night supper best out of the best man! Guess what i ate? I ate normal bread dip with milo. Like a nice only ah sial ^^. Can go try ok! Won't regret, one and a half piece and i'mma full <: Yummy! Okay, being lame here. But who cares, hahahahahhaha ! Shall end here alright, too lazy to type plus i have nothing more. I go watch movie ready, sayonara ♥

2011-12-13T19:30:00.002+08:00

In life, there are many ups and downs. No one wants to get hurt, no one wants to feel unhappy, no one wants to tear, no one want to cry to sleep, no one wants to have a bad day, but without experiencing this, this is really not call LIFE. Cause no one really lead a smooth life, even the most great person, have met obstacles. So live with it.

LOL, sorry for crapping down at the top. Suddenly thought of this, so decided to write. Personal feel ah, (: . Alamak, i'm really pathetic la can. Got one ultra big ulcer that cause me damn lot of trouble when brushing teeth, pain like shit. Plus got one big big pimple on my nose. Keep on touch/press/scratch until it. Ahhhhhhhh! ): Faster heal ok! No face see people ><

Today really bored and lifeless. Let me share with you my routine okay. I woke up at like 11.30am cause of my mum. Pulling me out of my bed and dreams just to help her switch off computer. Pathetic max. Then go back to sleep, but cannot -__- So whatsapp one pig and he is still sleeping away. Till like 1.30pm! -shakehead- :p HAHAHAHA. I today not pig alright, i only slept for like 8hours? *proud* Then mummum, watch tv, then sleep, then whatsapp, then computer. Bored like shit ah!

Today actually planning to eat lunch with jessie, but she suddenly got sick. AHHHHH. Outing cancel, like a sian only. But still, hope she can get well soon ah! (: I miss dance, faster 28 & 29 december! Hope everything turns out fine ah kay. Nothing much to post ready, i fly go tetris ready la. Hehehe, byebye! Don't miss me too much :p

2011-12-12T21:05:00.002+08:00

Say hi, i'm here to blog again (: See the picture up there? So cute ah! HAHA. The quote on the picture is real true la. Spending precious time with someone who don't know i'm worth it, totally equal wastage of my time!

It's 9.11pm right now. And i haven't bathe. BUT WAIT, i still smell so god damn nice, not to worry ^^. HAHAHAHA. Going to bathe after blogging this. Ahhhhh, i'm so full now. I didnt eat much for dinner. Few mouth of rice, i'm full :x Mummy brew herbal tea, omg, i swear, IT'S REALLY REALLY REALLY GOD DAMN NOT NICE ): So smelly, gosh!

Today is monday and episode 13 for in time with love is finally out! One week one episode, sad max. ): This episode makes me so jealous la can. WHY THEY SO SWEET?!?! >< How i wish i can be like them siol, but of course, impossible ah. Afterall, it's a really great romance show. ^^ Go and watch if you guys haven't <: .

Life is so bored. OMG, i really wanna zoom out of my house! Everyday stuck at home, sibei sian! Waiting for 17dec, suliska ask me go her house to help out with face painting (: 26dec, go watch that zibi kia perform, 28&29dec, dance training for next year ChineseNewYear performance for modern dance, 31dec, go out with jessie, aaron & crystal to gaigai, celebrate my one day advance birthday ^^. Plan swee swee ready, hope wont clash and go smoothly.

Wish me goodluck alright (: Let's countdown for my birthday! 20 more days yo! WHOOLALALALALALALALA , so fucking happy! Got to bathe now, see ya! Await for my post alright ♥

2011-12-11T22:06:00.004+08:00

Heyya, i'm back to blog (: Didn't manage to use computer last night so i didn't post, got miss me? HAHA , cheyy. Joking only. Time flies, it's already the 11 december ready. My birthday coming! Happy die la sial, ^_< .

See the picture up there? So meaningful ley ^^. I wanted to say to the guy who i've been going crazy about since 4th november. Just one day, you will definitely miss me chasing you, miss my annoyingness, miss how much i care for you. That day is coming, very soon. I'm going to forget you, chase you out of my mind (: Cause i know, you are not the one that i once know anymore. I hate the new you, really. Suck much, got new friends big deal? Got crush jiu forget old friends like me. Cb, eat shit -.-

Skip topic! Talk about this, got pekcek. Mood spoiler, i don't like. Tuition today, and obviously, we are late again. Thanks to my sissy. Sleep like a pig. Serious man. Fall asleep like 3am when i fall asleep at 6am! And i woke earlier than her. Hah! I'm not a pig already okay ^_< Dream of the zibi hunk. HAHAHA, i want to laugh :p So funny my dream, but quite sweet ley. So proud of myself please! WAHAHAHAHAHHAHA .

Tetris almost whole day. So fun! HAHAHAHAHA. Shoik bodoh! Now just came out bathing. Smell so god damn nice. Jealous? :p Bored shit. The 100 likes status, sure won't reach. It's already 1hour and only got like 79 likes. Long way la can. Hehehe, shall stop all my craps now! Byebye ^^v.

2011-12-09T21:32:00.002+08:00

Today is terrible, fucking terrible. FML, that's what i can only say. At first, mood damn good. Played tetris all the way. Till like 6pm, everything changes. Dad called and said crystal cannot come. Of course, i'm pissed off and just use a angry tone and say 'okok' and kup. Like seriously, i hate it whenever it's like that.

Gaara and crystal is my BEST cousin, they are just like my blood siblings. Being there when i need them. Gaara dote on me best. Cook maggie for me when i'm hungry, find ways to bring me out and many others. He is just like my brother, i love him alot. But my parents just dislike them. One of it is because of their attitude, another one is because of their studies. Yeah, i know, they aren't those types that you like. But please, i'm old enough to think. I know whats right, whats wrong. Why must you guys interfere?! I know, you guys do that for my own good. But, have you all even think of my feelings? I bear with you guys with those unreasonable stuff. Now, another one pop out. Like wtf, spare a thought for me, CAN?! My life is miserable enough -'-

Went in to the bathroom, sat there and cry my heart out. Really, i'm very sad, very depressed ): Things always go like that, sometimes, i wonder why am i born into this world. Since i seems like a burden for you guys, in the start, abort me away. Let me not exist in this world, ain't it better? Sighhh, speechless yo.

After i came out from my bathroom, daddy gave me a lecture. Shout here shout there, bang here bang there with a cane. I wonder ' If hitting me makes you better, i give you hit. Till die, i dont mind k ' Sigh, tears keep on drip and drip and drip. Machiam running tap, i cannot stop no matter how hard i tried. FUCKFUCK -'- Finally, now i felt better, real better.

Hunk, if you are seeing this, i wanna thank you for those words you said and encouragement. You make me feel better, let me have someone to talk to. Really, thanks alot (: Piggy owe you one k. Thanks for being so awesome ♥.♥

2011-12-08T17:53:00.003+08:00

Peekaboo! <: See the picture up there? HAHAHAHA. That guy will definitely chop me into pieces when he saw that. But who cares? xD Nehnehnipupu, i'm not scared ^^v .

Hunk : Chill and calm down , dont get too aggitated when you see this. Must learn to cool ok , breathe in , breathe up do helps you know <: Though you will look like some woman delivering babies. HAHAHAHAHHAAHHHAHA . Or you wanna see that video last night i send you to chill huh? :p Anyway, I actually wanted to put just only the wanted picture eh, i find it sho cute. But i think again hor, maybe i should show off some of my editing skills so i went to edit your that picture. Must say thankyou okay, :p . But after you see the word written on your arm, you will also chop me. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA , okay , end here. Please be honoured, kbye :p

LALALA, today worst day ever. So bored. I rot the whole day sitting on sofa, watching tv >< PatheticGirl98 , hahahahahah ! Grrrrrrrr, teaching cousin tuition with sissy at 7pm and i haven't even prepare yet, jialat. After this, i'mma going bombom , will smell damn fucking nice till JB also can smell <: Be jealous ok , HAHAHAHAH . I'm mad, bear with me , xD .

Birthday is coming ! I'm so happy, HAHAHAHAHHAHA . Though on the day of my birthday, i wont be free all because of my uncle! Psst , his baby first month on my birthday . Fuckit. So i should go out on the 31st, Hehehee <: Nothing to write ready, byebye ^_<

2011-12-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

Heyhihello! My blog is so alive and i'm damn proud of myself, -laughs- . xD Today, i'm the pig yo! I woke up at around 2.30pm and lay on my bed like a boss. Don't feel like getting up, too tired you see. Plus my bed is just so seductive, no choice. HAHA! I wonder can i even survive during school days, >< . Sure overslept! So preparing more alarms :p

Today aunt came over to my house. Chit chat and she went back at around 4.30pm. Sit at sofa to kill time awhile while whatsapp-ing with hunk and texting with janissa (: Later then switch on my computer. After mummy left to buy dinner, i started editing picture. The picture on top is one of th edited one, still okay right? HAHA. Scared to uglam yo! ><

Ohyeah! Today have some great news that made my day. Dance senior asked me whether if i'm interested in next year Chinese new year performance! I told her i am and asked me to choose either one of the dance, modern or chinese. Since i'm interested in modern, so i selected it. Seriously, i can't wait! It's like, so awesome! May seems nothing to others, but it is damn important to me! Hope everything turns out smoothly (:

Though my best friends ain't selected, i know there will definitely be a time for us to get a chance to perform together ^^ . Wow, i think i write too much today. Later you guys fall asleep xD So i shall stop now. Stay tuned for latest post then, byebye ! ^_<

2011-12-06T21:19:00.002+08:00

Whoolala, i'm doing kitty mask while blogging now. HAHAHA, so shoik! ^^ . The picture on top was just temporary, so yeah. Kinda retarded, but i don't care. This is me, isn't it? Like it or not, not my problem. It's my blog afterall (: HOHOHO .

Today was kind of bored. Wake up and had my so called 'breakfast' at around 2.30pm . Nomnomnom . Whatsapp-ing with hunk . He woke up so late, later than me. I'm glad im not the pig today! ^^. But the truth is, he slept later than me -___-''' . HAHAHA.

After lunch, cindy called. Ask me about maths assignment for the december holiday. So i suggested to go to her house and complete it together, since i'm so bored at home. Bathed and off to her house. Racking our brains to solve, totally forget everything! HAHHA. We spent like hours and we only did less than ten question. Awesome or what? xD

Reached home. Having terrible headache. So after dinner, straight away lie on sofa and slept. Woke up agah 8.45pm , then stomach growling like some monsters. So took some chocolates and one biscuit, fat die! ): But no choice. Enjoying my mask right now, HAHAHA. Hope my skin can become better ah. No pimple please ):

2011-12-05T23:09:00.001+08:00

It's running late now! Faster post :p Last night was fun. Apple ahyi find ways to bring me out of my house yo! Love her max ok. Went AMK all alone to meet them. Lonely girl. But got andrew and tweenie accompany me text, so less boring. Thanks guys! (: Reached there, meet aaron and off to his house. Slack awhile and went to have our lunch.

Went back again to decide where to go. But nothing comes in our mind plus its raining damn heavily that time so we decided to wait for it to stop. Went in to talktalk with them and i suddenly suggested to go party world or kbox. But th fees were too high, so no choice. Have to cancel and kill off the thought! ):

Apple ahyi suggest us for a movie or go some random shopping. So i decided to watched apple of my eye. I know its NC16 but my cousin say woodlands cinema can be able to go in, so we went there to try our luck. Reached there and see for th fastest show and it's 7.15pm. And it was exactly 7.15 when we reach, joke max. Chiong to line up for tickets and popcorns ^^.

Luckily, enter the cinema just start. Watched and that show really laugh my ass out ah! HAHAHA. Aaron so noisy, sit beside me and keep on ' Omg, she so cute! ' Cute la him xD Freezing inside th cinema, seriously. So cold, no jacket. Tsk! After show went for neo-prints and then train home (: Korkor come fetch us with his car yo! So shoik, peifen overnight too !

Though things happen last night, but it's over now. I hope things are alright yo! Hope that hunk is smiling now ok! HAHAHHAHAA, alright, gtg, byebye!

2011-12-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

Heyhihello, it's 11:42pm right now. I'm so bored. Playing those lame games, hahahaha. Life sucks yo, i don't know what im thinking right now. It's like, feelings all messed up. Sigh. Brainwash, i really need that. December ain't any better. It's still practically the same. Ah! Really, i really so fucked up right now! Things don't go the way i wanted, everytime like that. Tsk, seriously -.-

Cousin, crystal, stayed overnight last night. I should say, it's really more fun than the past stayover. Haha! But, that is the day, mixed feelings passed. I can't get into sleep, i just keep on thinking, and imagining all those craps that i know i shouldn't think. But i can't control you see..

I've learnt not to bother, not to care. Wait, i mean, i'm trying to learnt. One day, JUST THAT ONE DAY, i'm definitely forgetting you. I'm so silly, seriously. Hopeless, and i still keep on waiting and waiting. Got hurt and hurt even deeper. Wow, you are someone real great yo. I'm going to let you see, without you, I CAN SURVIVE. Okay can, i think it's time to stop. So yeah, goodnight humans. I hope i can get rid of my insomnia ^^

2011-11-30T16:01:00.000+08:00

Fuckyeah. I really miss those times , th starting of school year. That was th time me and him was really really close. We chat almost th entire day. For like months? And our relationship are like hell good. Now, because of HER, me and him started to drift. Less talk yeah.

When i online my facebook just now, i went to see our past post from now till January. I laughed hard. But still kinda sad inside. Memories ah sial. I miss them, why are we drifting? Sigh .. Though i received one photo like from you today, im kinda happy. And yeah, i leave a wall post at your wall just now. Hope you will bother to reply uh.

Time passed really fast ya. See? It's th starting of december tomorrow, or maybe 12am today. How i wish school can start faster! It's th time, we build up our relatonship again. Can we be like last time? I really want to go back to th past. I really miss those memories. ):

2011-11-29T23:41:00.000+08:00

Whoolala , i'm back to blog ya! Today's MAMA concert was great, though i watched it like around 7pm when it actually starts at 4pm :p Went to took a nap cause mama wake me up too early @ 12pm to buy books for next year. Tired like shit please . Yawn here and there like nobody's business. HAHAHA.

Sad life, i didn't managed to talk to him this few days. I wanted to talk to him, but i know, he will definitely feel annoyed by me. So i totally have no choice. That fcking liar say wanna meet up, in th end? Ask him think of a date he also never. Totally abandoned me away. Go out with HER jiu got come make effort to jio . Wtf sia seriously. Your crush jiu like that pangseh . -'-

Last time, it's damn easy to gain one like from you. Now?! One like from you is like wanting one piece of your meat. Grrr. I know, i said i wanna give up on you. But i cannot! Sometimes, it still hurts. And there is a quote that says ' If it hurts, you still cares' . Yeah, i admit. I still bothers, stalking you everytime i'm in facebook. It's really hard to give up..

Your voice, laughter, memories you left for me, totally appears in my head yesterday. Suddenly, walking back from cousin house as ended tuition with sissy, those things started playing in my head. Fuck, i really miss you. It's been so long i've meet you siol, serious. Nearly a month i guess. Holiday, faster end la sial! Like that i can see him five days a week ♥

Piangeh, you're online now. But i can online stare blankly till you offline. Sigh, fucklife i have. I think i shall end here, bye peeples. Wish me goodluck then.

2011-11-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

Today was fun ah sial ! (Y) Went out to vivo with Jessie and after that meet my 2 awesome cousins for movie yo ! ^^ . Watched Puss in boots 3d , lika nice only can ! After that , went to skypark to play with water & it was drizzling . Of course, we got wet , very -.- Then decided to go to timezone for some games , but suddenly rain pour down , no shelter , so we ran all th way there . Reached there , wanna top up money for th card , they say we are too wet to play . Fuckit -'- So we all went to toilet to dry up then off to timezone again . But because of some issues , we didn't play in there but train home (:

See th cute bear in th picture? It was not mine , but my cousin's . He was lucky ok ! A couple quarreled and gave it to him . Haha ! How i wish that was mine can . So nice to hug , :p . Haha ! Reached compass and all seperated . Jessie went to take 86 , Aaron went to take 159 and me and crystal went to take 163 ^^ . She staying overnight at my house today ! HOHOHO , ^_< . Reached home and realised mummy cook curry ! (Y) JoanneJie bought me caramel , Gongcha . How awesome can that be? Hehehe . After dinner , went inside kor's room and started camwhoring . Lika fun only you know . We all machiam some cute fellas ^^ .

Seeing him commented most of them related to that girl , i feel so jealous -.- Seriously . WHY MUST HE ALWAYS MENTION ABOUT HER ): I know she is prettier and better than me , but can't you somehow feel my existance ? Sigh , FML . End here , bye .

2011-11-25T13:12:00.000+08:00

Time check , it's exactly 1:15pm right now (: Just a random post before i go to bathe and off to my tweenie , YUZHENNNNNNNN's house ! ^^ . So long no see her , imissherah ! ><

Woke up at around 10:15am , then washup all that . Have th urge to camwhore , so yeah , th photo was taken today . HAHA , sorry for th pathetic editing yo , >< . Th quality ah , suck to the core -.- Hard to edit uh seriously . -shakehead-

I miss him ah sial , omg . I wanted to post this pic , i wanted you to see , i wanted you to like . But now , you ain't online . So maybe , when you online , i will post . I dont care how many likes this picture have , i just bothers th like of yours ! Like seriously , your like is really important ><

No money ah nowadays , fucking shad you know . Tsktsk , mommy lend my money and im OFFICIALLY BROKE -___- ''' Sad life ah ! Okayla , i've nothing much to post ready . So i shall end here and off to bombom ^^ . Sayonara .

2011-11-24T20:11:00.000+08:00

Today is PSLE results day ! Went back to primary school , NorthSpringPrimarySchool to see my juniors and my ex-classmates to take their results . Lika fun only you know ! Hahaha ! See that awesome guy up there? He is my best brother yo ! (: We've know each other like around 3years ^^v . He passed and he was so happy till tears of JOY drip down . HAHAAHA , congrats yeah ^^ . I'm happy for him ah sial . After th results, we slack in th school and then off to rivervale plaza for our lunch :D Hehehehehe ^_< After that, went to Jessie house till around like 6plus and im home . Heart to heart talk also , awesome much ah sial .

I've given up on that guy ( Not th one in th pic ) . I really feel so hopeless ah , seriously . Always thought have hope , in th end ? FALSE HOPE -'- Sigh , i really don't wanna think and bother so much . But most of th time , or maybe always , i just keep on thinking . Everywhere , memories play inside my head . Like wtf . I'm really speechless ah , i don't even know what he thinking . Do he freaking hell have feelings for me ? Or just toying me ? Or maybe , i think to much .. If really is i think too much , i guess , i'm too naive . So yeah , sorry . I just fall and believe whatever you said and thought it was real . FML , really .

Told daddy that i'm going out with Jessie on th 26th november , cause it's her birthday . He didnt think and just simply nod his head . Ohmygod , i'm like so shock :O I remember few days or maybe around 1 week ago , i told him i wanna go for movie with my friends . He was like ' Eh , you know you have just watched one like just few days or one week ago ?! ' Then he say ' Please hor , dont think house have so much money okay . ' See th total change of him man . HAHAHAHAHAH , but it's something good . (Y) Lalalala , fuck funshion ah sial . Don't let me watch my show , GRRRRRRRR . Damn it , i've nothing to do now . -.- Okayla, end here k . Byebye , ^^v .

2011-11-22T18:23:00.000+08:00

Today went out with my awesome shifu , DAYNAAAAA ! ♥ Heart to heart talk and eat our lunch and shop around together . Yeah , it was real awesome . Those two guys should be really honoured k . All th times , they are actually inside our conversation . Like seriously , PLEASE . I hope you can feel my existance , feel my love for you boy ..

I don't know why , whenever i open my mouth , your name will always be mention . I've really fallen for you ah seriously . Im sad , i know you like her , not me .. But if really , you two got together ( which i dont wish to ) , i'll take back my confession and wish you two last long , really long . Yeah , i don't bear to , but i've up to no choice . Seeing you got th girl you wanted , enjoying , having happiness , i think i will feel happy ? Should be , probably , i don't know ..

Life suck , fuck life seriously . Damn it . I'm always falling for guys who don't really know and felt my existance . It's painful , hurtful . When i'm sad , you are probably enjoying your life to th fullest . While me , thinking you , missing you , shedding tears for you . Really , sometimes , how i wish i ain't living in this world , less pain isn't it? Make you feel better right . Wait , i forget . I dont think i'm even worth your time though . And i'm invisible to you .

Dreamt of you today , damn . I'm scared it will turn out real , I DONT WANT ! If that dream relly happen , totally equals to hopeless ! Nononono , i don't want ): Really , i dont want ! I'm not giving up , cause shifu told me , at least i hold a little hope. If i gave up , totally = HOPELESS ! So , i'm not gonna give up on you . Dear god , please dont let me have another nightmare of him and her get together , im afraid that will happen , seriously .. If it really happened , i think i will really cry my heart out ............... End here , bye .

2011-11-20T14:27:00.000+08:00

Meet my vietnam cousin yo ! (: Gonna go to her house soon yeah , helping sissy to teach her tuition . Hope everything goes smoothly .

Last night , insomnia . Damnit seriously . Mind keep on thinking of him , thinking of things that we did together and stuff like that . Sigh , thinking of him became my daily cycle ready . I dont know why , i tried not to think of him . But , always fail ! >< Miss him ah sial , hope can faster meet up with him ^_< . Hehehehe ^^ . Audi with him and tammy and some others just now . Felt kinda left out , that's why i just kept quiet all along when they are chatting .

I really wonder who he have a crush on . But im afraid after i know , i will get hurt even deeper . Like what my friend told me, truth hurts more . So maybe , it's better if i don't know who he like . Sigh, like suck ah seriously . Crying doesn't make me feel any better . Have th urge to slit , but i have promise my ex- school counsellor not to hurt myself anymore . So yeah . FML . End here, bye!

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2011-11-19T16:28:00.000+08:00

Hi there , my new blog is done like finally ! (: Abandoning my old blog , it's really fucking dead . Don't feel like continuing that one so made this . Will make it as alive as possible yo !

One sided love really suck . Hate it like max , seriously . I really wonder , how much chance do i stand inside him , but i guess , it's less than 10% . He is popular , many girls wanted him . Maybe to him , i'm just another admirer trying to get close to him and you know , get him to be mine . Sigh . Whenever things comes to him , i just feel so hopeless ! It's like , i can't set my hopes high , i don't wanna get disappointment . Whenever there is hope , i will be real happy . Just like a little girl got a candy . But when things just got another way round , i got real sad , in th mid of breaking down . I may seems strong in th outside , but in th inside , im real weak . I can't take it , especially things like that . I wanted to give up but i can't . Cause i know, if it is possible , by now , i've already completely given up. Grrr , FML ! Just hope things will get better day by day and yeah 11:11 , i hope you will come true . ♥